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My Weight In Gold Stars (2013)

by My Weight in Gold Stars

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She’s been asking since Seattle If I want to switch her sides But I could make it to Northern California Just to get us home alive Another sad song on the radio Another steel guitar in the night Another forty miles of white-washed fences Reflecting back the light On you sleeping here beside me And you’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen You’re sleeping here beside me So I’m glad I took the nighttime driving They’ve been sleeping since Vancouver When there’s just an hour to go Been away a few too many days And I’m aching to be home Another night drive through the darkness Another engine lulling you to sleep Another hundred miles go by in seconds And you wake in your own bed And you don’t recall arriving And you can’t remember how you got there from the car You don’t recall arriving But you didn’t miss the nighttime driving
2.
There was a band With a sound like the Weakerthans And everyone in Portland, Oregon loved them They got a room one night at the Jupiter After a show at Doug Fir Where they got signed If all your friends start coming to the show Sitting at the bar Drinking PBR And if I wear my corduroy tight And muss my hair just right I could get a Tuesday night There was a club For all the touring bands In their buses and cargo vans On Burnside There was booking guy Looked about 45 Looked me right in the eyes And said no dice Until your friends start coming to the show Sitting at the bar Drinking PBR And if you fill the room a couple times On Tuesday nights You can have a Wednesday For all the talk Of art and love And reciprocity Maybe we should get our affectations on And see where they can lead Oh yeah, oh yeah, see where they can lead Oh yeah, oh yeah, you’ll never see what we could be Until your friends start coming to the show Sitting at the bar Drinking PBR And if you fill the room a couple times On Wednesday nights You can have a Thursday
3.
On the interstate We’re counting license plates from other states we’ve never seen And you pass the time Finding dates on dimes and nickels, quarters, and pennies Did you have both hands on the steering wheel now, son Did you remember to keep them at two and ten Every error that you make Could be your last mistake On the interstate We’re counting license plates from other states we’ve never seen And you pass the time Scanning highway signs for all the letters from a to z Did you have both hands on the steering wheel now, son Did you remember to keep them at two and ten Every error that you make Could be your last mistake Don’t worry I’ll be right here I just need a little rest The tank is full and the road ahead is straight So do your best On the interstate We’re counting license plates from other states we’ve never seen And you pass the time Reading mile-markers, maps and motel vacancy signs
4.
I’m a contradiction, a counterfeit, a charlatan, a shell When bits of fiction figure into narratives I tell The heart God created Is busy making plans to murder and betray All the lies I fashion He was never really buying anyway A view from the castle Is how it starts but never how it ends When the things I only ponder And the things I really do become best friends I say nothing happened But I really mean it hasn’t happened yet And I’m planning failures Every opportunity I get I can’t pray a lie And I can’t fool myself But I can make it sound all right Maybe it’s the challenge Maybe I just need to know I’m still around Baby I don’t want to Take it any farther than the sound Of a whispered promise That what could be could be the death of me In this sort of setting I may not always be the one to write the scene I can’t pray a lie And I can’t fool myself But I can make it sound all right
5.
Every winter exhalation Is a casualty anyone can see I make a joke and make like I’m smoking cigarettes Instead of letting go of what I need And the first thing you learned about breathing Would have helped you to see how I could leave I take oxygen and give back poison Poison you could never breathe Every swimmer underwater Is a picture of what I really mean I make a joke and make like I’m walking on the moon Instead of letting go of what I need And the first thing you learned about breathing Would have helped you to see how I could leave I take oxygen and give back poison Poison you could never breathe And the first thing you learned about breathing Would have helped you to see how I could leave I take oxygen and give back poison Poison you could never breathe
6.
We used to listen to records Like we were watching golden sunsets The seed that’s planted in the heart Only grows the way it’s led But I believe I’ll be happy And I believe it’s not so bad When every sign of winter is bringing it back again We used to telephone DJs With our requests for undiscovered things They seemed to be deities of some kind Airing their anointed kings and queens And I believed I’d be up there With all the other luminaries But every sign of winter is bringing me down again We used to think we’d be famous But not enough to need a disguise The seed that blossoms in the heart Only blooms until it dies But I believe I’ll be happy And I believe it’s not so bad When every sign of winter is bringing it back again
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Struck Dumb 03:25
I’m struck dumb I can feel the letters forming in my mouth But I can’t get them out And I’m undone I can feel the center moving to the side And taking what’s alive Other places out of my control An effort of the will Is good enough until I grow tired Of all my stupid habits and all my wasted words Like captured birds Taking wing And slamming into wires Barring their escape They scratch and scrape Other places out of their reach An effort of the will Is good enough until It’s the same with the way I need you It’s the same every night Another false recovery Another compromise will make me feel all right I’m struck dumb I can feel the letters forming in my mouth But I can’t get them out I can’t get them out
8.
If you’ll pretend to be my friend I’ll pretend that you are talking me down Lonely in the early hours Ours are always only running out But someone understand this Somebody an awful lot like me And I can’t tell if I’m keeping you afloat Or pulling you down with me If we are all a deck of cards A few of us must be the suicide kings The jack of spades, the queen of hearts, The other cards are always whispering With the best and the noblest intentions They’re cloaking their confusion in concern But they don’t know that the hand they never show Is only making matters worse I’m always a sinner So I’m always coming clean But we’re never forgiven And we’re never going to be. But someone understand this Somebody an awful lot like me And I can’t tell if I’m keeping you afloat Or pulling you down with me
9.
Mason Street 02:40
Funny you should mention Mason Street Haven’t been there since 1993 Where every streetlight’s too low And every headlight’s a show A moth-light dance you’d rather never know Funny you should notice little things And miss the one that tells you I’m not listening And stand there asking questions While it’s thickening here Guess you get used to almost anything Came to take my statement but he hasn’t got one yet When I start to move away he says “Sometimes I forget” Funny you should mention Mason Street Haven’t back been there since 1993 Where every streetlight’s too low And every headlight’s a show A moth-light dance you never outgrow
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Patchwork pastures And city skylines Are rolling westward On imaginary lines --Central, Mountain, Eastern standard time— Get me older and it’s cold when I arrive Could I cheat death If I forever flew west, Reclaim my life An hour at a time Across imaginary lines A heavy snowstorm Blows in from the north In a crowded airport They’re sleeping on the floor And it makes me question My destination So I call your number With this confession: “I won’t be home” Followed by the hardest part “And I mean forever. I never meant to break your heart Across imaginary lines” Picture windows In airports make you cry And you can’t imagine why All the strangers disappearing into sky Remind you that someday you’re gonna fly

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This is the self-titled debut record. Enjoy 37 minutes of hooky, hummable indie rock.

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released April 17, 2013

Michael Coulter: drums and backing vocals
Brian Maselli: guitars, piano, and vocals
Levon Veils: bass

Recorded by the band at The BLM in McMinnville, Oregon

Mixed and mastered by Robert Bartleson at Haywire Recording in Portland, Oregon

All words and music for guitar by Brian Maselli (BMI)

Additional music for bass and drums by Veils and Coulter

Additional backing vocals on “Nighttime Driving” by Paul Wolff

© and ℗ 2013 Maselli/Veils/Coulter

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My Weight in Gold Stars was an indie rock band based in McMinnville, Oregon.

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